I Am Alive is a post-apocalyptic platforming and combat game that does a few things right and many things very poorly. My second opinion covers many of the mechanical and technical issues, but I didn't have enough space to address an additional, more subtle point about the story. I Am Alive clearly wants to be a serious, adult take on post-apocalyptic survival, and in some respects it is. Unfortunately, the game's treatment of women, among other things, seems to devolve back to the attitudes of a teenaged boy. In I Am Alive, women are helpless objects to be fought over and protected by men.
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Part of the problem lies in the traditional "damsel in distress" architecture of the game. The unnamed protagonist starts off searching for his wife and daughter, then finds another little girl whom he must treat for a fever and then deliver to safety, then must save the girl's mother, then must save the girl again and get her and the mother to a safe haven. Almost all of the goals in the game are oriented directly or indirectly towards "saving" women. In isolation, this would be nothing remarkable, but it forms the nucleus of a more troubling pattern.
I Am Alive denies female characters agency throughout the game world. Within the main quest, a paraplegic man provides the protagonist weapons and frequent guidance, but the principal woman character gives no material aid. Very few characters outside this quest show any ability to help themselves or others, but in these rare cases—a person offering supplies in a wrecked ship, the captain who ultimately saves the woman and child—the roles are held by men. Women have no capacity to help the protagonist or themselves.
Negative NPCs are even more slanted. Many characters will threaten the protagonist, but only attack him if he gets too close. Only a few of these threatening figures are women, and all of the more aggressive thugs are men. It may seem strange to complain about that, but when the social contract breaks down, a person's ability to use force becomes an essential part of life. In this context, excluding women from the enemy list effectively makes them lesser people. Women can't take what they need, as men can.
I Am Alive goes even further than this in a segment where the protagonist rescues a woman from a hotel occupied by thugs. As it turns out, many women are kept in the hotel against their will, and the men running the place obviously intend to sexually assault their captives. None of the women seem able or willing to fight back, and once the protagonist rescues his target, she will not help him in combat, even though the men he's already killed were armed with machetes that she could use. In this part of the game, women are exclusively helpless victims who rely on the male protagonist for rescue and protection from other men.
Throughout, I Am Alive demonstrates that the women of its post-apocalyptic world are dependent on men for protection and survival. Implicitly, this argues that the equality and self-determination of women is an artifact of modern society, a nicety that came crashing down along with all the buildings. In the state of nature, the game seems to be saying, women must live in fear and need of men.
Even the purest Hobbesian ought to have some trouble with this proposition, not only because it undermines a principle of equality, but also because it ignores the fact that oppression thrives on, and usually requires, institutions. The subordinate status of women for much of Western history was not some tenet carried forth in pure form from deepest antiquity, it was a consequence of social, religious, and economic institutions designed to deny women independence and self-determination. The proposition that women would end up in a state of dependence so shortly after disaster ignores this history entirely.
Here I've been rather critical of I Am Alive, but it's just a particularly striking example of an endemic problem. As I mentioned, the "damsel in distress" structure afflicts many games, due to unsupportable expectations about the audience and the limited creativity of both developers and the executives who fund them. Many commentators rightly get up in arms about the over-sexualized portrayal of women in games. The structural choices that depict women as helpless and needy, however, are an equal and in some ways a more insidious danger, because they inform and develop misogynist attitudes while making the player feel entirely like a hero.









Misogyny in I am Alive
I hate to be that guy, but I disagree with the thrust of this article. While 'the game denies female characters agency' is technically true, I don't feel that it is a firm foundation on which to base the rest of your argument. From what I remember, very few of the characters in the game have any real agency.
Firstly, as regards characterisation, all the characters in the game are portrayed with the briefest of sketches, and it would *possibly* be a mistake to extrapolate any hypothesis from any individual's existence or actions. I think the writing was decent, and each character having a couple of lines of sparse dialogue fits in with the 'show, don't tell' narrative theory that we always hear about. But there is no strongly realised or dominant character in the game.
Secondly, the thing that separates the 'strong' or powerful characters in the game from everyone else is either the possession of a weapon, or the ability to band together into a group. The protagonist isn't even a strong character, apart from his climbing skills and his discovery of a gun. I think it's a bit of a stretch to differentiate between strong and weak characters on gender grounds - everyone who is out on the street unarmed or alone is a potential victim.
The setting is effectively an island or enclave where there is no rule of law, unlike the rest of the game world outside of the immediate area. I guess it's not wholly original any more to go with this Lord of the Flies type setting, but at the end of the day, the game world is one which is 'ruled' by armed gangs of ruthless and violent men. In that world, yes, young vulnerable women are viewed as prey/chattels, and I don't think that is completely unbelieveable *in this context*.
For me, the themes that the game raised were those of the hateful reality of sexual predation (with parallels to be drawn not only with the sex trafficking gangs that exist in the real world, but also the legal exploitation carried out by the porn industry), the use of sex as a commodity/currency, and the old chestnut of what would happen if the rule of law ceased to exist (referencing the prevalence of sex crimes in warzones, for example). I found the aspects of the game that dealt with the first two at least to be delivered with a lot of maturity.
Because of this mature treatment, my first reaction to the article was, 'of all the games that you could pick out, you chose *this* one?' My gut instinct (which could be wrong) is that the developers are getting a bad rap here through allegations of latent or not-so-latent misogyny. I can see that, if you look at it in a certain way, you can make a case. But I think to make that case you have to look at the game with tunnel vision, make some tenuous links and ignore a few mitigating factors. It's a shame that the game is getting tarred with this brush.